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24 September 2006
9:48 PM I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THESE RUBBISH. HOW LONG MORE IS IT TILL SHE TELLS ME TO STOP TALKING TO HER ONCE AND FOR ALL? I FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AFTER WE STARTED TALKING. I FOUND TRUE HAPPINESS AND FELT THINGS I'VE NEVER FELT BEFORE. AND THEN SHE TAKES IT ALL AWAY, BIT BY BIT. SHES STILL DOING IT AND SHES GONNA DO IT TILL THERE IS NO FUCKING THING LEFT BETWEEN US. I SWEAR I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I AM SO BLOODY TIRED OF IT ALL. RUNNING HERE AND THERE JUST TO GET A FREAKING GLIMPSE OF HER. URGH. IM GIVING UP. IM LETTING GO. thats it. THAT IS IT.
4:21 PM sheesh. ive got so much of work to do. and here i am, thinking abt her. okay larh, i cant stop thinking of her. its like so duh. and im so not in a happy mood tdae. coz she told me that im her _______ . which is a truth i absolutely cannot accept. and im so not looking forward to monday. hehs. never thought i'll be saying that. anw, i did some thinking last night. and i realised that its back again. the way i think abt her at times. shd i tell her abt it? i shouldnt. not aft her reminder. ive started lying to her now. coz if im honest, i'll actually be risking things. haiz. im missing her now.. love doesn't have to be with the perfect person. its about seeing the imperfect person perfectly. 22 September 2006
9:26 PM english exam tdae. it was uhm, not easy. hahha. its over anw. had ss test after that. couldnt finish as usual. :/ then phy lesson. then she told us abt monday. all this while, ive pulled myself outta bed on monday coz it was special. (: its like a miracle. it gets me outta bed and into sch on not juz mondays but everyday. but mondays are my favourite days. this time, monday is gonna be a real disaster. im so certain about it mann. i'll be starting the week off terribly. for now, im not that upset about it yet. but when monday arrives, im gonna be so unhappy abt it. im gonna be shedding tears of blood. okay before monday arrives, i still have saturday and sunday to go. tskk. its juz friday and im missing her so bloody much. saturday and sunday? -SIGHS how the hell am i gonna survive??
9:16 PM Woke up early this morning Then it hit me from nowhere Everything I feel about me and you Baby, you're so amazing Seven days and seven nights of thunder The water's rising and I'm slipping under I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder I guess that I'm just falling Deeper into something I've never known But the way that I'm feeling Makes me realise that it can't be wrong Your love's like a summer rain Washing my doubts away Seven days and seven nights of thunder The water's rising and I'm slipping under I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder It's only been a week but It's coming over me It's making me believe that You're the one for me Seven days and seven nights of thunder The water's rising and I'm slipping under I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder Seven days and seven nights of thunder The water's rising and I'm slipping under I think I fell in love with the eighth world wonder 8th world wonder - kimberly locke my dearest, i love you. 20 September 2006
9:22 PM "i tell you smth. listen to me arh. now, 4.24pm, on 20th sept, i have forgotten ahems" "shamita, i tell you smth now. you listen to me. on 20th sept at 4.25pm, im telling you that you will never, never forget your ahems" i find it funny. hahha. gotta go back to the books now. 16 September 2006
7:15 PM HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU; I WANT TO KNOW. i believe in my love. i believe that its strong. 13 September 2006
7:43 PM i'll pray for your happiness. baby i love you and i hope you're alright. 10 September 2006
11:18 AM *A to Z* [A is for age:]>> 15 [B is for booze of choice:]>> i don't booze. [C is for career:]>> future doctor. haha. [D is for your dog's name:]>> i don't have a dog. [E is for essential item you use everyday:]>> uhm, toothbrush, toothpaste, facial cleanser etcetc. [F is for favorite song at the moment:]>> here without you, neruppae [G is for favorite games:]>> i don't play games. [H is for Home town]>> singapore! [I is for instruments you play:]>> i don't play instruments. [J is for favorite juice?:]>> orange juice. [K is for kids?:]>> I LOVE THEM! [L is for last hug?:}>> hmm.. cant rmb. [M is for Most Memorable Moment:]>> a lot larh. [N is for name of your last ex:]>> haha, secret! [O is for overnight hospital stays:]>> nopes. [P is for phobias:]>> a lot. esp lizards. [Q is for quote:]>> i dnoe. [R is for biggest regret:]>> hmmmm. none? [S is for status:]>> single and not available. [T is for time you wake up:]>> 5am. [U is for underwear:]>> what about it? [V is for vegetable you love:]>> dnoe? [W is for worst habit:]>> thrs a lot. [X is for x-rays you've had:]>> none i think. [Y is for yummy food you make:]>> cakes and cookies. [Z is for zodic sign:]>> pisces. im bored larh. 07 September 2006
9:52 PM oh shucks. im missing her real bad man. really really bad. 03 September 2006
4:34 PM its all over. but i cant move on. its clear that i need her. and if shes like thinking im still living without her, then shes wrong. coz im not living here. im dying, a slow and silent death. |
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